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- Mood:
drunk - Music:One more time, one more chance -> Yamazaki Masayoshi
You, me or us?
You can keep repeating because it doesn't mean shit to me.
Ain't on any side of your stupid war.
Amazed you decided for me and reacted to your own decision.
Says a hell lot on your intelligence.
From here on: Think what you want, say what you want..
Gonna stop wasting time thinking about this...
I'm convinced, its your lost.
Whatever the hell man.
I'll see you when i see you.
//I live in hope, that those hopes are meant to be crushed.
Once upon a time I didn't give a damn, but now... what do you want from me?
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- Mood:
blank
2011, Semester2, Week1.... Hell in all forms has begun.
Leadership & Team Building - Think of a Community Service Project, carry it out.
Data Management - Youtube thingy
Object Oriented Application Development - create social network, think Facebook
Academic Writing - Serious SHIT. Grammar, Essays.. sianz.
Creative Thinking - slack considerably as compared to above.
Add in Handball training, SISS subcom, USS, OCSP and life. Awesome package.
Plan: Just suck it up and do it. :).
Ain't you useless?! I've seen great people who I think would certainly succeed in life, and I've seen the other side. Sadly, you belong to the latter group. If working is everything you're doing right now, why aren't you even doing it seriously? If it was up to me, lucky for you it isn't, you'll be flicked off the damn platter like a fly. Yes, you annoy me. You lack every darn thing - initiative, teamwork, leadership... etc. I ain't gonna continue hearing you whine all day long, just suck it up and do the job. If you're unhappy, quit! Who's stopping you? My only advice, next time when you apply, please read the job scope first. Please get over your stereotypical mindset. Stop relying on guys like woman are frail subject that lacks basic muscles group. You're a total embarrassment to women. Stop saying "lesbian" like its totally wrong to be one. When are you going to start living in the 21st century? You have all the traits i wouldn't go for, that makes you lesbian-proof. I wish you all the best in your endeavor search for men.
Got it out of my system. Im outta here.
- Location:home
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:One Shot - JLS
20/12/10 - Hooked onto Dragonica
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18/01/10 - Employed by USS (BSG was/is gonna be amazing)
14/02/10 &15/2/10 - Chinese New Year, can't believe i worked on those days.
18/02/10 - Turned 19!! :D
27/02/10 - JLPT 3 results...phaill! :(
02/03/10 - Passed BTT. :)
04/03/10 - Lost my wallet & everything else in it. o.O?
05/03/10 - Received 'A' level results... hmmm? decisions..
29/03/10 - Finish applying for University courses.
April - Chose SMU's Information Systems
14/05/10 - Boarded the plane to Perth, rottness was awesomeee!
22/05/10 - Came back to reality.. haiz.
27/06/10 - Watched RWS Voyage de la vie for the first time
02/07/10 - Played paintball with RA gang
06/07/10 ~ 08/07/10- SMU Freshman Camp (Run 2)
18/07/10 ~ 20/07/10 - SMU Sports Camp
28/07/10 ~ 30/07/10 - Information Systems Camp, met tons of tight friends that would last through SMU. Hades4, you're AMAZING! :)
06/08/10 ~ 18/08/10 - 5 days of SL110 (java programming) before school even starts?!
11/08/10 - SMU Convocation (Official kids of the school)
18/08/10 - University life officially starts
27/08/10 - SMU SIS Freshman bash, Glow
05/09/10 - Played badminton with Ivy, her sister, RAs & my dad (do not know why he was there)
13/09/10 - T24 girls outing.
08/10/10 - FULL FLEDGED DRIVER!!!
23/11/10 ~ 30/11/10 Exam week. Died.
5/12/10 - Took JLPT N3, hopefully i passed...28/12/10 ~ 30/12/10 - Went to Melaka, Malaysia.
Come on, ain't that the best reflection ever?
Its time to write my New Year resolution and move on to 2011 yo.
2011: Raise stamina. Raise GPA. Enjoy life.
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The trip to Melaka with Cel, Zong, Ari, Steph was super fun. When else can you try squeezing 5 people onto 2 super-single beds? Shopping was great, the food was great, had an awesome time, with the most awesomest people. We'll have to go on another trip next year!! :D
Everyone should watch "Anyone But Me". Its a damn good show. The world needs to stop discrimination against gays.
I'll be in RWS, USS till 1am on the 1st, join me if you must countdown to 2011... :) I'm prepared to be templed over by the insane crowd tomorrow. Part of the fun job with the coolest peeps..
Check you guys out next year!!
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- Location:home
- Mood:
energetic - Music:Make a Name for Me and You - Rachael Cantu
No, i don't mean there wasn't any time to blog at all during that first 15 weeks in SMU, i just forgot that sometimes i like doing this... Where thoughts are put down onto some server (cloud computing?) somewhere, stored forever, for people to read (or not read), yup, violating my own privacy, yes i am.
First semester in SMU.
Hmm, amazingly i survived. Anytime within that last few weeks, i could just drop dead and die. I'm still wondering how i lived through it, and how i'm gonna survive another 7 more semester like this one. Listen up kids, when your JC teacher tells you A levels are the hardest shit you'll ever face in your life, and Uni would be a breeze after A's, they're downright lying. Lying through their teeth... so much for academic integrity! Okay okay, so maybe they might be talking about some other courses in some foreign Uni, but certainly not SMU, and certainly not Information Systems. Lets put some more thought into that decision next time. Sure, the benefits are great, highest salary, blah blah, but seriously, 4 years of hell... think carefully, very carefully!
Anyway, highlights of semester 1, week 12, the best week of my life, ever. What can be any better than doing 3 straight mods of presentations? Morning, talk about information privacy, afternoon, talk about SIA pilots in relation to Singapore government, the very next morning, about somebody called Peter Singer and he's awesome views to turn us into rabbits. *repeats earlier question :D.* Then we have the study week 14, 5/7 days was spent collecting a lot of positive karma and not studying for any of those 5 papers i'm suppose to take. Well, like i said, good karma will come around. Yes peeps, i expect A quality ideas and editorials for my Academic Writing next semester. After that on week 15~16, i had 5 papers, yes 5! 4 seems to be the max for everyone, ever. I just need to say something, was writing 10 pages for 3 hours just for 20 marks worth it? Oh wells...
Breathe, exams are over.
You know the difference between Uni and JC? Firstly, you can no longer not care about all those small tests, assignments, marks generated from wherever. It matters, every single week matters. The grading system sucks too. 60% in JC, wow, B, 17.5/20, celebrate! In Uni? 60%... What, C-, GPA 1.7/4, pathetic. I do not know why, but it bugs me that i have to check my grade over the internet. (yes, the IS student has a problem with the internet!) The idea of having to constantly refresh your page because your friend from another class had their marks and wanted to know yours. Then we have people constantly bugging you for your grades, because they're dying to know what the average mark was, and maybe they all need ego boosts. Then we have all these awesome people putting their awesome grades on facebook for the world to see. I mean, if it ain't good, it ain't going on the web right? Wow, technology has made people proud. Hmm, prolly not, i believe that's a cum hoc fallacy. Oh screw analytical skills....
Living my awesome break now. :).
Astons, Harry Potter, sleep, badminton, Arashi, Hey!Say!JUMP, Call Of Duty - Black Ops, planning for holiday(well, watching people plan because i'm downright lazy)...
You know, i really gotta be studying for JLPT N3, but it feels like a fail already. :(
Page 56/283, 2 more days to go!! Tomorrow going out, Sat working. Wheeeeeeeee, no timee!! :D.
Dear god, please make me lucky on Sunday. What? Is that your voice telling me you'll help me pass if i go church that day? Hmm, good offer, damn good offer... No? Ah, i must be hallucinating again, or maybe that was lucifer.
On a side note : Justin Bieber doesn't sound that bad singing a non-love song. (A personal view, do not flame me)
- Location:home
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Bandage(Lands) - Akanishi Jin (Kat-tun)
Wow, how many months has it been since i've lj`ed? 3? Well, if any of you guys are reading this, this is a brief summary.
1. Went to Perth with Ari, Cel & Nat.
Had an amazing time, lots of scenery, lots of shopping, froze to death with 3degrees upon touch down. Rottness Island rocked. Perth is awesome, its like, you stand in the shade, you freeze, you stand under the sun, you have to remove your jacket. Heh, i <3 winter!! God, i wanna go for another holiday! Somewhere cold... Japan?! Pulled of a losing passport stun at Perth International Airport on the way home, freaking joke. Last of all, it reminded me why being a hypocrite is still the best policy.
2. Accepted SMU's Information Systems
Well, being offered NUS School of computing (IS), NTU School of Engineering(Information Engineering) & SMU's IS was crazy. I mean, its all the damn same course, how the heck am i suppose to choose? In the end, just went for the one with most business, SMU. &I think i'm going to die doing projects presentations
3. Celebrated Ari's/Hazel's/Cel's birthday.
Well, Ari's house BBQ. =D. Cel's one was at TGIF. Well, i didn't actually celebrate Hazel's birthday cause i was working on that day. Argh... Sucks.
4. FInally bought my Laptop
Hahah, i do not know why i took so long... Well, i got the Samsung R480, mainly cause of the colour & of course the specs were alright as well. Basically, i couldn't afford(er, didnt want to afford) the Intel i7 core, which was like 1k+? Instead, i just went for the 1GB graphic card boost. Ah, whatever, i doubt you guys understand. Haha.
Well.. lol, thats about it?
Anyone wants to know the reason why i'm switching back to livejournal? Well, in short, livejournal is more private. Facebook, some people just keep using facebook for all the wrong reasons. What was facebook created for? Connections? Finding friends? Then again, even the 2 bestfriends who created facebook are no longer friends. Yup, the irony. Its obvious, we do have a generation gap.. Our generation uses the computer for more fun then work, or work + fun simulatiously, like multitasking. Obviously fb falls under the "fun" category, what's the point of flaming people on fb? What's the point of searching through pictures, finding fault with everything? Spoiling the fun for everyone? You might as well just live without connections, without friends, without facebook. You'll make the online community a better place. I'm just a gamer, i'll stop ranting.
I do not hang out with people I can't read. Truthfully, i'm downright afraid of people i can't read. How can you hangout with a ticking timebomb? You'll never know their true emotions, when they're happy, when they're going to flare, until they do flare. And you ask youself, why didn't you see that coming? And hell, do not use "PMS" as a freaking excuse for anything and everything.
The life of a hypocrite:
There's no point arguing if you're going to lose. Sometimes, things are better left unsaid.
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22/6/10, Tuesday
Awesome me woke up at 6am for work, i slept for 3 hours! Yay! Here's the interesting part... I came home, shook the mouse, replied pms, lied on my room floor and fell alseep for 2 hours. Amazing, i didn't even want to bathe so i could sleep on the bed! lol! WTF, i was totally searching for a horizontal surface. Guess what, i'm repeating the same thing tomorrow! LMAO.
Next, i have to make sure that my girl is always infront of me, so that she'll not throw something like a MOLOTOV COCKTAIL at me in Left4Dead2. &It'll save her from having the most friendly fire incidents too! Haha, i still <3 you even though you tried to burn me to death.
I totally fail my current week's goal. Its time to restart, starting tomorrow!!
- Location:home
- Mood:
awake - Music:ここにいるよfeat.青山テルマ
Arashi's TroubleMaker. It relates to everything. What's with the low budget PV anyway?
Whoo! Its time to celebrate! Lynette finish applying for all her University courses. I'm actually pretty tired of people asking me what course i applied for, so i'm just going to type it here. I've just applied for Information Systems, Information engineering & media, E-commerce. You can just say i generally applied for business + IT. Well, guess what, Cel applied for similar stuff. Are we seriously going to be in the same school, the same class again? Is 6 years together enough? Well, lets see what the future holds.
Why didn't i appreciate the times when all i did was school, study and homework? Gone were the days where i could just slam the pen down and walk out of class when i'm pissed off. Just how long can you be a kid for? Being matured, thinking of consequences before acting, seriously suck sometimes. Is it called "self-control" or "lack of expression" now? Who decides these stuff anyway? Damn, if only the world isn't complicated, if only everything was black and white with no grey areas. Wouldn't the world be a better place? There shall be no arguments, no debates, no trash talk, no nothing. Adults are adults because they spend too much time thinking, and gaining credit for thinking. In the end, society wants adults, so go on, be an adult even though parts of it suck. Damn puberty!
'Cos i broke it down. The reason why we're like that.
We have nothing else to do but stand around, talk to people around us, with no common topic but the other people around us. Even a passing comment with no apparent intention come back at bite us, in areas we've never imagine it would. In built and always keep in mind, we're unable to predict the future, its better to keep your mouth shut, it'll be better if we all were loners. It ain't cool, but what are you going to do about it? Or rather, what can you do?
Give me a reason not to...
Sleep now.
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- Mood:
confused - Music:TroubleMaker -> Arashi
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For the record, Kanta Hongo is older than me by 3 months. N he was soo cute then.. damn kids.
Cos i'm just a kid u never needed. Inferior in everyway. Fucking family...
Cos you should know yourself, your kid ain't no genius. Or rather, your second kid ain't no genius. Whatever i do, it'll always be inferior, never good enough for you. Living in the shadows. If one was enough, why did you create another? I thought i was used to it by now, yet the child in me still cries. Fuck it. Got over it without tears until today. Try doing it, it ain't as easy as it looks. My results, that i can answer to myself, you'll never be proud of me anyway.
If only making choices that will last a lifetime was easy... I'm not ready to let go of my childhood dream, even though it sounds far fetched. Then again, my childhood dream doesn't have any specific course that i should take. Private or local. If local, what else is there? If only i know that i want to do.. Damn, this is so depressing..
Note to self:
Remember that loners are a very special breed of humans.
Just because you can do it, doesn't mean everyone can.
- Location:home
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Tomorrow's way -> Yui
Cos its on youtube, i doubt this video will be here after a week. Anyway, i'm feeling pissy, hence why the sword image. I needed to put HSJ's newest single PV onto my blog anyway, so yeah, there. My CDs came today! WHOO! If you care, HSJ's 5th single, Hitomi no screen, hit #1 on Oricon weekly charts, as usual. Yay for the lack of Yamada's "eye love you". 2:02, can i kill that 16 year old kid(yuto, duh) for being irresistibly hot? Still can't stand the 10 on 1 with no confirm outcome on the winner. Shit! Did you guys check out how much Ryutaro grew?! He's at least taller than 1/2 of JUMP and he's the youngest! O_O! I still want to adopt Shintaro..
This day goes down in History.
Lynette lost her wallet. Wonderful. Like I've said, even the best of us are entitled to emo. Argh, its so amazing that i have everything inside my wallet and now i feel so weird with nothing. Lets count the awesome number of cards that i need to replace.. The NIRC, the EZ-link, the DBS debit, the nEbO, the nEbO TapZ, the Kinokuniya, the Condo side gate, the CHIJ Cashcard T_T
Oh! A' level results are on Friday. Hmm, seeing the fact i got my JLPT3 "YOU FAILED" letter on Saturday, thats a sure bad sign. Then again, i passed BTT on Tuesday, maybe A's wouldn't be that bad after all? They should just keep the results to themselves so i'll never have to make damn decisions within 3 days about which course i want to take. Seriously, i still have no f`king clue what i want to take. This is so anal. I'll just to the standard, "let your results choose" method. Haha, anyway, i got a feeling my choices are limited. Hmm, if you see me emo`ing on friday, please stay away. Let me repeat, even the best of us are entitled to emo.
Mundane. Its getting boring. Tired to play politics. Just let me be what i've always been, a hypocrite aka a peace keeper. Then again, a solo ranger sounds good. Didn't want to belong anywhere anyway. Trying to do it the best i know how, it comes to me back in pieces. I'm just not cut out for it? No longer giving a shit about you. No longer caring about the team. I've done my part, its up to you now. If status quo is what you wish, then so be it. Fuck my life. Or rather, fuck the team.
I'm outta here.
- Location:home
- Mood:
crappy - Music:Love yourself -> Kat-tun
Kat-tun's D-motion. What does "D-Motion" mean anyway? I know what E-motion and DECO-motion mean but what does D stand for? Dance? Dumb? Kat-tun can screw the whole verses and just sing the chorus. Seriously, its too edited, too much remix. Anyway, if they're going to perform this live, they'll definitely be lip singing. I wouldn't be listening to this crap if not for the chorus. Please, just because Yamashita Tomahisa can pull of an audio remixed song, doesn't mean the whole of Johnny's and Associates can do it. Hmm, the PV is much better than their performance on MS. Lol, Fabian was right, Kat-tun is 50% made up of KA, Kamenishi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin. Btw, HSJ did awesome on Utaban and Shounen Club, today and yesterday respectively.
Lynette has officially given up on youtube. Its freaking annoying that NHK or whatever corporation would claim copyright and the videos just keeps getting removed and its so darn hard to find videos now. Please upload your videos to less famous, lower quality and slower streaming sites. At least it'll be there the very next day. I wanna see how long the above vid would last.. lol.
Happy CNY! Well, its still CNY right?! Haha, this is what happens when you're working on CNY, you do not have time to wish people at all. Yeah yeah, i totally have no life. I'm too lazy to open my angbaos. I just threw them all in the cupboard. I'm not working today though. xD. Went for a family outing
I feel like an idiot talking to Japanese in Japanese. Try speaking Jap impromptu, somehow, Chinese vocab pops into my brain for some reason. For the record, i totally LOVE Katagana now!!
I need help =x. I'm too lazy to check it up online using my laptop,
Oh! The next time i blog, it'll probably be my birthday. Yay! Lynette turns 19! xD. Err, somehow it sounds old T_T. Ok, get ready your munnies to buy me pressies.
Gone to watch Bloody Monday2.
- Location:home
- Mood:
high - Music:D-Motion -> Kat-tun
